Argh!

WARNING: Absolutely random!!

It is such a weird state of mind - I love my purchasing power but I hate the work I have to do to get it.

I love the fact that S is doing great in his work but I hate that he has to stay away from me for it.

I wait for the weekend to come from 12.01AM on Mondays, but when it arrives, I don't know what to with myself!

I have started feeling tremendous pressure at work. And feel like running away from it. But there is no where I could run to :(

I don't know how to get out of it.

Why is wanting not equal to getting?