The agony of uncertainity~

As I wait for the test to begin my stomach churns with anticipation. I am not prepared.
But here I am facing questions as they come.
I am hoping for a miracle. For a favourable result. It might just egg me on to prepare for the next !
The sooner its over the better it is.
Right now I am hanging in the middle of nowhere. It is just like the vacuum you feel when you have finished schooling and not entered any college.
Same dilemma, same listlessness, same aunties asking similar questions, it just festers me so much.
I know I dont preplan but Hey You !--You can definitely give me a peekaboo..