The way I should be feeling

...and I dont. Only in fleeting instances I feel the reality of it all - of the huge change that is going to alter the way I do things - big and small. The way I dress, talk, eat, sleep..everything. I am super duper happy.
This is the biggest event yet in my life yet, and still I dont feel the butterflies in my tummy, the blush in my cheeks, the bounce in my walk or the music in voice.

I hope to combine my rock solid happiness with some jittery expressions :))